I really am not sure if I have really a following here being I literally just made my account and made only a handful drawings, if you do consider yourself a 'diehard follower', well then thank you~
I might as well make a quick explanation for my lack of activity as of late, recently I have been going through some financial hardship thanks to some horseshit caused by some hot-head supervisor at my last job, long story short I told him to basically go fuck himself and I resigned to a position that pays almost half of what I originally made and doesn't have nearly the hours that I need, however despite that I am in a much better place emotionally with the job I have now, so I guess it was worth the sacrifice.
Another thing that is going on is I cannot seem to get passed myself when it comes to drawing, I am constantly flooded with a rather negative aura when I either think of putting something together or when I draw something. Thoughts like "This sucks, who is going to want to watch you attempt to sketch something, etc" These thoughts are constantly running through my head, nothing ever seems good enough, just mediocre, blah. My lack in speed is another thing that is rather discouraging and I know the advise I have been getting from other artists 'Just draw and practice' have been extremely helpful, it's still hard to get passed the fact it literally takes me five to six hours to do a basic sketch while my friends would have a completed pic in maybe half that time. I know I will have to suck it up and get over this barrier, but for the moment I am struggling with it.
One final thing that seems to be grinding things to a halt is biting off more that I can chew, at this very moment I have seven different images that I either started, planned out or sketched... But I am at a loss of what I want to finish first, I am just overwhelmed...
Anyway, enough with my excuse-riddled ranting, thank all of you for the views, favs, and comments. Really it means a lot to me to see people enjoying my work, especially since I am very very new to all of this, and a I also wanted to express my thanks to SHdingo, Smudge Proof, SkyWolf and GTSdev for being very good friends and helping me improve my work. Really, I'd probably wouldn't be this far without your guys support.
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-Plinko
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