(Listening to Final Boss Yami Form 3, Capcom sound team, Tatsunoko vs Capcom: Cross Generation of Heroes(japan) Ultimate all stars (america), Original game Music from Ookami)
Today i changed my password because it had riku in it, im trying to get rid of as many things that remind me of her as i possibly can. shes my friend and im not going to turn into evil bitch ex but id rather not think about her alot
anybody ever heard the song "Trap of Love" by the Hex Girls from Scooby Doo: Mystery Incorperated, thats kinda how i feel about her...
if you havent heard of it here are the lyrics (emo Rock theme)
Your unfeeling heart, Imprissons me
Careless eyes, to bind to see
Empty words, an Iron cage
Broken heart, Bleeding rage
Cant wait for you and me
Its time i break free
Trap of love, Snared by desire
Trap of love, Burned by your fire
Trap of love, Snared by desire
Trap of love, Beware the trap of love
Let me be, its time we part
Set me free, Uncage my heart
Cant wait for you and me
Its time for you to see
Trap of love, Snared by desire
Trap of love, Burned by your fire
Trap of love, Snared by desire
Trap of love, Beware the trap of love
Yeah...it does not quite say everything i feel...but thats pretty much the basic, being a song of an american cartoon i understand it couldent be very long, since this song was made spacificly for that show, most japanimations here get an already made song to match the theme and cut it short but there is a "full Version"
anyways i did end up cutting myself and bled a enough to get woozy but according to my grandma they were "cat scratch wounds"....what ever bitch, thats the reason i stop cutting...maybe that was her intention...i guess i will never really know.
I got suppot from my brother
, a really good friend whos been with me since the biggening
, a new friend
and a few other people who are not on ink bunny yet.
as far as girls go i think i found sum1 else, she helps to ease the pain that i feel with Riku, shes really sweet and she used to date a friend of mine and the only time me and her really talked befor now was when she wanted to to break up with her boyfriend, little did i know she left him because she had a crush on me xD
her name is Kasumi, shes 20 years old and training to be a Nurse lol i guess you could say 私の彼女は看護婦です｡ (my girlfriend is a nurse)
she says she will never leave me but then again thats what Riku said as well...so i guess only time will tell (pessimistic emo face lol)
well thats it for now im still depressed i think ill go eat icecream and sleep more
さようなら, じゃ また!
