I've been gone far too long. I've decided to start writing again, just now. Probably start after work. I'd like to blame life and such, it's just... I don't like this part of me again. I'm afraid this side of me will ruin me, but I'll let you in on a secret. I think that's what I want to happen. Maybe these tiny self destructions are how I feel in control. And I think everyone needs to feel in control in their lives one way or another and I could find worse channels with which to do so. I wanted to be here. I wanted to write about cubs. From the very beginning and no matter how hard I avoid it my mind slips back to it when I feel unsure or insecure or just bad. So for better or worse I'll be here. I won't look back. I love you guys and I've missed you.
8 years, 1 month ago
10 Dec 2014 20:03 CET