I just have an aching feeling in my gut and soul. Just feeling pritty down. All day long ive been feeling depressed and down in the dumps.
For those of you who want updates (or even bother to look at this journal)
1. School starts for me on the 29th of this month, taking 5 classes.
2. My birthday, the day i hate most in my year, is coming up. (18th of September)
3. I only have about 28 more days of my achne meds that causes the weird side affects like depression and suicidal thought.
4. There are a few people who I really miss talking to and wish I could talk to them.
5. Two of my (hopefully not ex) brothers got hurt yesturday because of me. I wont say who, but I fear it caused a rift between us.
6. My rl father is driving me up the wall with his constant talking.
7. Been having horribly bad dreams and sleeping later and later.
8. Losing my mind.
10. Fearing I am causing dramas for people who i care about and who care about me.
I dont know what to do anymore. But to those who read this, heres to you....may your lives be far less complicated than mine.
Love to All,
7 years, 8 months ago
26 Aug 2011 03:06 CEST