I know a lot people don't read my journals but let say this I feel so sad and stupid because I love someone but I'm starting to feel like I being a stupid kit and I keep thinking about this love all the time, oh the furry i have a crush on is Shiuk. Why do I feel like this? Am I stupid and this will never work or is it killing me to hear back? I know Shiuk busy with the art and stuff but I don't know I feel so love struck when I hear his name like any new pic he post I feel like I will melt away from the world and just sigh like love crush. I keep thinking he will be there to and be there for me when I'm down or if he needs someone to talk to he ask me something *sigh* look at myself I going crazy because of this I can't help it *tears up a little* Why do I do this? It's strange when I talked to him (I did a few times I even told him I loved him) he has something I was missing my whole life so go ahead beat me, block me, or ban me but can you blame someone for falling in love. I'm sorry if my feeling aren't your care u guys but then who ever listens to others feelings or trying to understand someone like me Im not mad I just feel like I'm alone....... So yeah I said what I want to say.......
I'm a burden to everyone aren't I? Like Mister Cellophane? *looks away in sadness*
As for the announcement...... My birthday is coming very soon :D
7 years, 1 month ago
22 Aug 2011 16:13 CEST