I broke up with Chase. He was kinda an asshole about it at first which made it a bit easier, but he apologized later. I think we both knew it was coming. Honestly I'm kinda surprised we lasted a year at all. To some of you this may come as a surprise. To others, I've talked to you and you've known for awhile. You know my reasons. For those who don't, you can ask me. I'll send you a note.
Suffice it to say that I want someone I can cooperate with and rely on in many ways. Chase has felt more like a friend for awhile, and he felt the same about me. There have been a lot of trust issues and other conflicts and things have just been adding up. I feel like we haven't worked well as a team and don't rely on each other as boyfriends should.
I can go on and on, and if anyone is interested, I'd gladly explain further. I keep track of relevant arguments. I'm very organized.
So this has been a long time coming. Been thinking about it for months. I was gonna give him another chance to see if things could improve, but after trying to help him with his financial situation, and he telling me to fuck off, I think we all know where it goes from there.
I don't regret being with him. I was vulnerable when we started together, and we were close once. But I definitely don't regret leaving either. I think I deserve better than the way I've been treated. I've dealt with a lot and am kinda relieved to be over with it.
If anyone is curious, I will be leaving my submissions up. Frankly, it's his sona, not him. I enjoy the pics, and I paid a lot of money on them considering I paid for every single one.
So I guess I'm single now. One could say I'm free I guess. Might not be such a bad thing
7 years, 5 months ago
30 Jun 2011 02:29 CEST