Well I got home from work, luckly things have been calming down on that department, I managed to get out earlier, I looked through my emails and found this one...it's very interesting...
"To Aval0n or WRz or whatever
I think you are an idiot and a liar. Someone in Paws.ru noted some discrepancies in your story, of what you really do in real life, and I think he's right. He noted that you once said that you moved in with your parents, since while you where living with your brother, things went downhill, if you're living in your parents basement, why do you pay the house's bills? It clearly means you're lying about paying over $100 a month for a crappy internet connection. I also think the lie you tell about your job is also huge since your parents pay for your expenses and you don't have to work, you just say you have a 12 hour job to make people feel sorry for you. at $7 an hour that's $420 a week, and aprox. $1680 a month, so why are you complaining about a $100 internet bill? sounds to me like you're lying. Also your incredible bad luck, you accounts getting hacked, your brother being fired from "his" work for that? your house being hit by lightning causing you to rewire your house and loose your computer? that car accident you had? why don't you tell everyone you're just a big liar and that you lost interest in this game a long time ago."
*sigh* where do I begin...
I can't specify for whom I work for (for my own personal safety) I have received death threats and I'm trying to keep a low profile when talking about where I live and where I work.
I work for an information company, I can't say what they do or what my specific position within the company is... ( again for my personal safety)
I'm not forced to work 12 hours a day, however that is the maximum amount of time I can spend "at work" which a while back was enough to keep me afloat.
The thing about living with my parents was temporary, I went over to my parents in the UK, from the month December, last year, to February of this year. Afterwards my brother and I got money from our dad to head back to our house in Bermuda (to pay the rent and utility bills which had been stacking up). My father is a very wealthy man, but my brother and I are making a life for ourselves and don't want to depend on our parents money to make a living. I did have a car accident, and broke my arm and hurt my hand you'll notice a brown spot in my right hand thumb if you look at the livestreams, that's one of the puncture wounds I had in the crash. My house in Bermuda DID get struck by lighting and that did cause the house's electric lines to burn out, we had to do a rewiring of the house, basically take out the fuse box and lines and set them up all over again. I did loose my desktop computer, hence why I work on a laptop now.
I had to lower the amount of hours that I spend working due to the fact that my stress levels where increasing and even my boss got concerned. hence now my work schedule about a month back has been
get to work (I have the liberty to choose whether I show up at 6:30am or at 9:00am
I get a lunchbreak from 12:00pm - 1:30pm
I work from 1:30pm to 4:00pm - 7:00pm depending on the hour that I got to work in the morning
I get paid 6.50BMD an hour that's under the American minimum wage
I'm not going to do the math, but since some people are so fucking smart to look for ways to hurt you by using math, well you guys do the math.
why do I pay about 100US for internet... because it's the cheapest
these are the prices for internet on Bermuda
4 Mbps, per month
Cable & Wireless: $99.95; TBI: $79.95; Logic: $99.95 North Rock: $99.95 6 Mbps, per month
Cable and Wireless: $129.95 TBI: $99.95 North Rock: $119.95 Logic: $119.95 FKB Transact: $128.95 8 Mbps, per month
TBI; $119.95 Logic: $129.95 North Rock: $129.95 FKB Transact: $128.95
don't believe me here, they even appear in an official government page, so that retarded american morons who say I'm lying can shut they bloody fucking asses
what do I do with the money I earn from work, and the donations I get I pay 50% of the house's electricity bill 50% of the house's water bill 25% of the television bill ( I don't watch too much TV so my brother pays more) 50% of the groceries ( there's 3 of us living in this house, me, my brother and his girlfriend) the house's rent is being split 35% me 35% my brother, the rest is covered by my father I also have to pay for a cellphone (a crappy one at that) there's also miscellaneous expenses every now and then.
I'm constantly being barraged with "hate" mail saying that I over inflate normal things that make life hard just to make my fan's feel sorry for me.
my intention is not to make people feel sorry of me, I decide to tell them how I'm doing and get accused of lying about it. That's not fair...
It's not fair that I'm doing a game for free, and still get all this bullcrap.
oh and let me say this preemptively, replying and letting your fans know how you feel, is not letting the trolls win, It's just trying to get the truth said, Trolling is meant to make fun of people, NOT intentionally hurt them...but then again, that's just my way of seeing things. I wanna continue, but It's getting close to streaming time and I DO intend to Stream today
that is all
thank you for reading and thank you for all your support Aval0nX - WRz