Let's see, I try to make a daily rite of drinking some kind of tea, usually green tea with pomegranate with a touch of milk and honey as a kind of morning ablution at work without the sort of cleansing that involves immersing myself in water. I have a love/hate relationship with any kind of water, for my own reasons.
While I adore the ocean, I can't swim for shit and I want to get a real swimming mask and flippers and go to the beach and throw myself past the surf with abandon and conquer my fears, just to prove that I know how, but it can wait, I suppose. All rivers lead to the sea. I'll make it there eventually...
I also got on the phone with Paypal and they decided to expediate the fraud check on that Koram Games bullshit that stole $30 from me that I couldn't afford to have stolen.
I'm having an okay day. In roughly a 20 minutes, I hop on the bus to go down to the doctor's office to a set a hurricane into motion, basically. In another week, it's another sort of doctor and in two weeks, another doctor... but it's important to take a whole approach to my health, mind and body and soul as well. My yoga class did a lot for my spirit, now it's time for the rest to catch up.
I'm going to stay late today. I will see if I get time to do some traditional drawings. I've had to neglect commissions and projects slightly in order to take care of myself so I can do commissions and projects in the future instead of hitting burn out and misery and depression. Better to be a little late than never.
I'm going to lay my trident down today and just be the acolyte, a student of life.