Just a heads up to everyone, this week is going to be hard on me. As stated in one of my previous journals, my Uncle passed away on September 23, 2013.I was very close to him and his wife and son so this is a HUGE blow for me. Along with that I am failing my chemistry class and the teacher is a complete failure at teaching. She stated to another student, that the class plan she made was meant strictly for students who took AP chemistry of which I was nowhere near so I have pretty much given up on the class and am planning to retake it and accept yet another failing grade. So on top of my Uncle’s death, my failing class, I also started to notice that I can’t bring myself to eat more than a few bites of food at dinner or lunch (I normally don’t go to breakfast as I like sleeping in, Instead I have brunch and a snack at night) and I have had some sever bathroom issues, one of them being vomiting and chest pains. I went to the school’s nurses and they said I have a stomach problem along with an Esophagus thing (I don’t remember the details) and the start of a gull bladder infection. I have medication to help and its working wonder, but they also asked some questions and I told them about what has been going on and they put me on a depression “test” and it said a number over 15 indicated depression. I got a 17 so they want to put me on depression medication and therapy. Happy Days *Intense sarcasm*. So that’s what has been going on with me.
So I don’t really think I need to say much more other than my art is going to be really slow and stuff for the next few weeks.
For those of you who I owe commissions and those who want to commission me, commissions will be extremely slow now as I only have part of the day free and now when I go off to work on my art there is a guy that CONSTANTLY looks over my shoulder even if I express BLUNTLY that I want him to stop, so I am almost in a constant state of angst but I WILL get them done. I will be going to my uncle’s funeral on Saturday 12 (October) and will probably be unable to do much of anything except cry and curl up into my little ball with my boyfriend (who is kind enough to come see me during this time, and his mom is nice enough to bring him home).
So here is the important part. I apologize to everyone that I owe commissions for the wait. If I could I would get over this death and just work on, but I’m not that strong. I just ask that you be a little patient while I finish them. And I promise that I WILL finish them and it won’t take longer than at most 2 months (I just don’t know how my mental stability will work out).
Thank you everyone for being there for me. It really does mean a lot.
4 years, 11 months ago
08 Oct 2013 20:10 CEST