Things have been feeling different lately, in a good way. Streaming has been really fun, and some very cool people have been stopping by. Feels good to be making people happy with sketches. That "i got something done today" feeling is also a nice bonus. Art is starting to feel like something less "fragile" if that makes sense. Like I'm not gotta break it if I attack it with more attention and time. Streaming feels like something I can handle right now too, instead of a big scarey thing it once was.
Drawing everyday has given me this positive momentum and it's something I'd like to keep going no matter what. Hopefully, I can re-adopt the same work ethic I had in '08. It was something like "make art about everything, including how you feel, no matter what." I never actually wrote anything down about it, although I wish I would have kept a journal about it or something. But I think I understand it well enough.
All this stuff in life seems to boil down to one simple thing for me: take control of it and it gets better or think of it as hopeless and it will get worse. Yeah...you can guess which one I've been stuck in forever :P