need something to distract my brain.......

by yiharbin

...so... my boyfriend dumped me earlier today... cried... feel a massive void in my chest.... I just... want to do some drawing so that I don't resort to doing things that... will be regretted...
Need suggestions... maybe a thing or to to help improve the quality that I can produce? Eye tutorials, hand/face tutorials, feet/paw tutorials, body type tutorials.... whatever can help......
I'm on the verge of a breakdown...
I've been with him for nearly 3 years (come the 16th of october, it would have been 3 years since we first started going out....... he was the one thing I concidered to be a constant........... in this fucked up life where things go weird and wrong left and right, I thaught that he was the one thing that wouldn't change.... the one thing that I could count on always being there...............................
It is totally not like I thaught about him every day, or like almost every day dream I had was about him.... totally not liike I love him or something....................................................

Please, guys... I just need something almost productive to do to get all this crap out of my mind....
Anything you guys can find would be appreciated
Thanks, guys and girls...

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Dajku

10 years, 6 months ago

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are you on skype??? and which boyfriend? O-o

yiharbin

10 years, 6 months ago

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@ Dajku

Not in a while... computer broke and phone can't run it
And.. the only guy I was with... oh, I forgot, we haven't talked in a long time

nehmyncolad

10 years, 6 months ago

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The most important thing you need is improving in digital colouring (in this I can't help, but heard they have a lot of this kind of tutorials on dA). In porn there're three detailed areas: face, hands, genital - concentrate on them only, other limbs are nearly unimportant. If you're good at it, even the worst line art could sell (what you are above by many grades). You seem to have good basics, so adding bit more details could work.
About the void, wish you the bests. For me, dancing helped through hard times. Also friends (they're much harder to make than lovers, but last longer).

yiharbin

10 years, 6 months ago

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@ nehmyncolad

I don't do digital work... computers don't like me, and I don't really like em either.. and mine is broken at the moment, so I don't even have the posibility... I really need to improve details and things, but I don't really know how... need someone to show me or teach me, and I spent a long while looking up tutorials and found nothing that was overly helpful....

Thanks. I will probobly start drawing more, because that's how I deal with feelings.... might pick up writing again....
I suck at making friends irl...