I really miss having someone in my life I can be intimate with on a regular basis. Sure I have few friends here and there willing to cuddle up and maybe RP the few times I pop up online, but the rest of the time I am pretty much without anyone I care for to spend time talking with and getting close.
I am not sure if this is so much me feeling lonely, or just missing something that use to be a normal thing that is gone now. Certainly part of it is being lonely, maybe in a little bored, but I know I am not feeling overly lonely. I mean that as in I think I am fine with being without a mate right now, sure it would be nice to be in a relationship at that level, but really I just miss having someone to talk to through out the day and not just in the few short hours I am online between working and sleeping.
It always helped me get through my day having someone to chat with and to look forward to spending more time with once my day was over. Much as I enjoy talking with those I do get to see in the evening, there are some nights I just do not get on because I would rather just relax that keep up with several conversations at once.
I miss having one that was above all others in my life.
7 years, 6 months ago
25 May 2011 07:11 CEST