My submission count... nonexistent. I would love to fix this, but I've got no idea where to begin.
Of late, I've been drawing things once in a while for a few disreputable parts of the internet, but I'm too slow about it. Also, there is never any feedback for my pictures.
My main problem is laziness. There's just too many things on the internet to draw my easily distracted mind away from art. It troubles me because... I love art... and I love to share things I've done... but without some manner of feedback, it becomes a case of throwing a picture into the cold, uncaring emptiness of space.
True, I suppose I could try 'shmoozing' and talking to every person I can find... but I'm quiet by nature. I don't like being a whore for attention. I prefer my deeds to speak for themselves... but... it seems that no matter what I do, my deeds are speaking to a wall.
It's troubling, but life has taught me to keep going on, no matter how much you wish you can quit. If you quit... it's just showing the world that they're right in ignoring you.
Here I'll sit...
...trying to figure out how in the world I'm going to seal the demon of laziness in a box.
If you've read this, thanks. I hope you have a marvelous day, and get kissed by the one you've got your eye on. ...or by someone that's had their eye on you, but you didn't know it yet, for those fellow oblivious people out there.
7 years, 8 months ago
24 May 2011 17:50 CEST