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Still Hurting, Did Some 'House Cleaning'

As some of you already know I been betrayed deeply by the closest people I thought were my friends, well last night more of this shit stroke again and once again I went strait to bed depressed with tears on my face.

Once again I really thought of quitting my accounts because it's just no use anymore, the more I try the more I get hurt, people don't forgive, people don't forget, no matter how hard you try to become a different person they will always treat you like shit, the only way to be accepted is by starting all over from scratch.

When I woke up I was still upset and hurt but I decided maybe there's still a chance if I tried to get rid of everything and everyone who reminds me of the past, so I decided to do some "house cleaning" hoping it may help get me started without having to start all over.

So yeah, I did some house cleaning and deleted several people whom I thought were my friends (turned out most of them weren't even watching me back, making it easier for me to not feel bad for deleting them from my life), I also banned selected people so that I don't have to deal with this shit anymore, if you're not banned know that you're not an enemy, if I'm watching you back know you're safe, and if I added you as a friend know that we're good, all other can go fuck themselves.
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Added: 5 years, 2 months ago
 
chacumera
5 years, 2 months ago
Well, glad to see your moving on.  Good on you.
InuYami
5 years, 2 months ago
Why would they turn on you? I wouldn't betray you. In fact, I never will betray you ever.
sonictopfan
5 years, 2 months ago
Thanks man
DARKZADAR
5 years, 2 months ago
i know i commented on your d a page  but  i will say here again that i hope you feel better  i know it's tough but hang in there !
AlyssaTheHybrid91
5 years, 2 months ago
I see, still you must hang on my friend.
sonictopfan
5 years, 2 months ago
Thanks!
AlyssaTheHybrid91
5 years, 2 months ago
No problem ^^
Ivang
5 years, 2 months ago
Not me, I wouldn't never betray you.
sonictopfan
5 years, 2 months ago
I know you wouldn't but you'd be surprised of how some people act all nice and innocent while work behind your back, all I can say is never trust anyone, especially not females, they're more sneaky than you think.
catslayer11
5 years, 2 months ago
aw im sorry i felt same way long ago too and i did that way as you did and moved on i dont have a lot of friends now
sonictopfan
5 years, 2 months ago
I'm sorry to hear, man.
catslayer11
5 years, 2 months ago
thats okay im doing well right now so no worries and you can be strong and move on without them or make new friends that cares about you like me i cares about you too
sonictopfan
5 years, 2 months ago
I wanna look at the bright side badly but... those same people are trying hard to ruin my image and reputation everywhere, believe me if you spend sometime with them you'll leave with a lot of hatred towards me, it's like it's their job to make me look bad, apparently they're the same people who kept reporting my imaged in DA and FA to the point I left, at first I didn't wanna believe it even though some people warned me and told me about it, I just thought "how could really nice and trust worthy people like them do such a thing" well guess what, I was wrong, never trust anyone, especially females, they're the worst kind of hypocrites!
OppaiMaster
5 years, 2 months ago
I'm very proud of you. It's nice to see that you have ways to clear out your problems. For me, I clear out my problems of college by thinking all the good things that could happen to me (yes i'm in college, but stayed home). I worked hard and got good grades. I would never let you down, man.
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