As some of you already know I been betrayed deeply by the closest people I thought were my friends, well last night more of this shit stroke again and once again I went strait to bed depressed with tears on my face.
Once again I really thought of quitting my accounts because it's just no use anymore, the more I try the more I get hurt, people don't forgive, people don't forget, no matter how hard you try to become a different person they will always treat you like shit, the only way to be accepted is by starting all over from scratch.
When I woke up I was still upset and hurt but I decided maybe there's still a chance if I tried to get rid of everything and everyone who reminds me of the past, so I decided to do some "house cleaning" hoping it may help get me started without having to start all over.
So yeah, I did some house cleaning and deleted several people whom I thought were my friends (turned out most of them weren't even watching me back, making it easier for me to not feel bad for deleting them from my life), I also banned selected people so that I don't have to deal with this shit anymore, if you're not banned know that you're not an enemy, if I'm watching you back know you're safe, and if I added you as a friend know that we're good, all other can go fuck themselves.
5 years, 2 months ago
21 Sep 2013 05:56 CEST