You know this feeling when you find out your friends hate you with guts, talk behind your back, wish you were dead? You ever had this this feeling you're being betrayed?
Yeah it sucks, I won't say who said what, not mentioning any names here, but I was informed recently (in a very bad way) that everyone whom I thought was my friend hates me with passion, that I'm being hated but pretty much everyone in my friend's list, 'friend', a word that lost its meaning long time ago, I'm going through deep depression, I don't feel like eating, drawing, playing games, doing anything, I'm having troubles trusting anybody anymore, I wish I'd just disappear so that everybody will be happy.
I'll be taking a nice break from this hellhole, in fact I'm thinking to have a fresh start, delete my DA and IB account, delete all the contacts from my skype, maybe stop drawing altogether, I wanna start fresh this way I'll do everybody a favor :'(
Edit: I'll add in a few things...
This isn't some assumption I made, I searched and got to the bottom of it, my good friend, whom her name shall not be mentioned (unless she's okay with it) is having the same issue with people whom she thought were her friends are talking badly about her behind her back, she went through deep depression and left, this is what you people want, if you're having a problem with someone grow balls and talk to them instead of being all cowards, I may be mad at
but I respect the guy, at least he had the balls to come and say in my face that he has a problem with me and he hates me, I couldn't be more disappointed with you guys...
Last thing I wanna say, last night I was at Sonic Retro chat, those who know me know usually I'm not respected there but I swear to God I'm not lying I saw more respect there than I could ever dream to have here, when Sonic Retro treat me better than Deviantart and Inkbunny, know something is really fucked up.